I am Myself. There's no reason for me to be anything else.

But as of late I am realizing that in doing this, in promoting inner peace I am going to lose many people who I consider friends. Honestly though, any loneliness derived from that loss could not be worse than that found in being around people and unable to be myself. However I do believe it will be a while before I am content with myself and my social life's coexistence; that is, if it ever balances.

Essentially there's little reason for these next two years to amount to anything. I definitely see graduating and leaving being a very cathartic time, but in a menacing way. I doubt I'll ever come back to this place, or see but a few of these people ever again.

At least, I hope I don't.